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My name is Stefani Ruper, and I’m an Oxford PhD candidate in philosophy, religion, and science. I began having panic attacks about dying—and also about meaninglessness, who are we as a species, and how to make the world a better place—when I was four years old. I’ve been looking for answers ever since. In some cases, I think I’ve found them.
Stefani Ruper

#26: How Science Can Save Democracy with Harry Collins

Here’s the notes for episode #26 of The Meaning of Everything show. We can hardly trust  anything anymore. We can’t trust our banks, our media, our governments. But what about science? Even though it has its problems, science has remained more trustworthy than other...

#25x: Why Do We Believe What We Believe?

Here’s the notes for episode #25x of The Meaning of Everything show. You might THINK that objectivity exists and that you rationally find your way to truth with the powers of pure reason, but in this episode Stefani demonstrates why that’s false. Philosopher David...

#25: Why Do We Believe in Gods? with Connor Wood

Here’s the notes for episode #25 of The Meaning of Everything show. Why do we believe in Gods? Why is belief in supernatural deities found universally around the world? This is a question that has baffled scientists and scholars for centuries. Dr. Connor Wood comes on...

The Age of Uncertainty
We live in an age of abundant knowledge. More than 50 million scientific articles have been published since 1665, and today, on average, over 6,800 scientific articles are published every dayWe know vastly more about the universe than our ancestors could have ever imagined, from the quantum properties of quarks to the crystalline structure of moon rocks. But this knowledge comes at a great price. The more our culture advances philosophically and scientifically—so, the more we know about stuff—the less knowledge we have about the kinds of things that matter most—about right and wrong, about the meaning of life, about who we are and how to make sense of existence. The result is a culture plagued by subconscious feelings of insecurity, stress, despair, and anxiety, which often manifest as defensiveness, shallowness, egotism, and fundamentalism—some of the most pressing problems of the modern world. As it turns out, the age old adage “the more we know, the more we know we don’t know” is absolutely true, and it may be silently killing us.
The book is currently being written alongside several articles, podcast episodes, and the final chapters of a dissertation. It will likely be published in 2020. Many excerpts and related philosophical ramblings will be published on this website as they are completed. You can find those under the tag “Age of Uncertainty.”
Have you ever wondered why people today are always so angry, so afraid, so anxious?  While there are various answers to these questions—and many of them very important—in this book I argue that a key component to these problems is the amount of what I call existential ambiguity we are forced to live with every day. Modern humans in the West have to live with the greatest amount of uncertainty—and specifically uncertainty about life’s biggest, most pressing questions, such as what is a good life? How do we be moral? Is there a soul? Does God exist? What happens when we die?—that has ever existed in the history of the human race. This has enormous consequences for the ways in which we feel, live, and relate to one another. This book shows us exactly why and how we ended up in this situation, and what needs to be done about it.
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Why Certain Truth Needs to Die

Last week I was tagged several times in the comment section of a Facebook post I didn’t remember liking. Puzzled, I scrolled through the comments and realized that people were repeatedly tagging me in order to demand justification for why I had liked the post. A woman...

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Science Doesn’t Have Faith, but it Does Have Salvation

In the debate between science and religion, religious adherents and sympathizers often say that science has a faith of its own. The religious physicist Paul Davies says for example that “you [have] to have faith that the universe is governed by dependable, immutable,...

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The most important choice you can make in life is to never give up. Never give up on you, and never give up on the world. Bravery is the secret to a wondrous life.